After a long time am I coming to this place again. I don't know but I don't feel like writing too much now... Today I came here coz I felt like talking to someone and I didnt want any response. :-) Strange aint it? But that's exaclty why I am here today.
Whoever I talk to would give his/her advice as to how to sort out my life. But I really don't want any advice at all. Coz somehow I have realised today that some parts of my life are just too screwed up to be sorted out. Have tried probably my best but to no effect. I have done numerous mistakes in my life. Rather I am the only reason for screwing up my own life. High's and low's are there is every person's life but I screwed up any high time that I could get, and I did that in my low time.
There's one friend of mine. Total bakkar. But this guy puts this thing in very simple yet meaningful words. He says -
"Life is a sine curve. There are high's and low's. Just make sure that you don't commit such mistakes during your low's that shorten or delay your high periods. Make mistakes in the high periods but just hold yourself back in the low's. That is key to minimise the low's and maximise the high's"
I love the way he puts this. And this is actually the bare fact of life. We commit gross mistakes when life is not going smooth and these mistakes further worsen things for us. So just let the low period pass on. Keep your cool.
I know it sounds easier than done. I myself have never been able to follow and I am paying the price. But I feel that I am being done by inflation and am paying a price much higher than what I should have to. :-) But then probably everyone feels the same. I think I have written enough crap now and should end this. Will end with an advise:
"Life's not smooth. Learn to enjoy the bumpy ride!!"
Cheers!
P.S. I still wish my life was a highway... just as everyone would! :-)