Scribbling...

Just a little over two and a half years.. and I am back :-)

Have moved to Amsterdam a couple of months back and then the house hunting, settling down etc etc. All done now and it is time to start having some fun.

Hmm.. fun... Now that's a fun word. Looking back, it has been missing for quite sometime now for me. Yes, I do some good stuff on and off but there's very little fun really. Have been feeling too alone also lately. Trying to change myself and get used to living alone. Though I have always believed that I am a bit of a loner, it is now that I really realize that it is not so. I like being around with people. And not just any crowd.. but the people I like. Good friends.

But where are they? I don't know. I need a friend. I need a lot of friends. Imagine, have been in Amsterdam but have not been doping... Have not been clubbing... Have not been traveling... Have not been doing nothing... Just have no company!

More so, I think I need a girl friend. I am just tired of being-alone-and-not-getting-over-the-past thingie. But I really do not know how to move on. Meeting the right girl is the key I think. The romantic side in me is getting lost deep inside somewhere. And I need someone before it gets totally lost! If not the right girl.. I think I will have to make do with some wrong ones on the path to discovery. :-D

And I don't know why I crib so much. This place is my favorite cribbing ground it seems. :-)

Anyways.. this was just some scribbling that I wanted to do. Basically giving some voice to my thoughts. I feel relaxed after doing so, though nothing changes and life is still the same. Same old shit! But still!

And I promise I will write more regularly now. That's a promise to myself.

Cheers!