Randomness...

Disclaimer: This will be a random post and might have some disconnected talks.


I have been thinking a lot in the last few days. Over random things. Over everything. Over the events that have taken place to make me who I am, to take me where I am. Over a lot of things actually. Some of them I don't even know. Weird? :-)


Anyways... the main was that we don't let our lives just take its path. We try and live a calculated life. We try and calculate everything. If I do this, that will happen and if I do that, this will happen. That kind of shit. But why? Why can't we just live randomly? Why can't we just live carefree? Why can't we just not give a damn? Randomness is the law of nature isn't it? I don't know. I just keep raising questions to myself with no answers.


Remember when we were kids? We had nothing at all to worry about. Yeah I know homework was a big ask! :-) But that was all! Rest nothing. Just play weird games life kho kho, gallery, etc etc. And nothing else to worry about. 


But that all gets lost somewhere. And we start running. After different things but everyone is running. Trying to create happiness. Trying to find happiness in things that probably will never make you happy. When was the last time you just followed your heart without thinking of the consequences? The brain has taken over the heart completely. We are becoming more like machines than humans. With artificial intelligence!


This is not how I like things to be. When I think of it, I used to follow my heart when I was a kid and I was very happy then. But now I don't and I am not happy. So the simple formula for happiness:

There's a lot to life

Do not make it so hollow

Listen to your heart

And the brain will follow

It is very easy to put this in words but extremely difficult to follow..! I hope I do... someday... sometime...


Cheers!