It's after quite sometime that I am sitting down to write,
And that's because things are too complex in my mind.
My career is point of concern for me right now,
What do I want from this point on? - I am not able to find...
Three and a half years I have been with my current job,
And I have no regrets that I stuck on.
Now I see no growth opportunities for me here,
But still somehow I want to hold on...
On the other hand, I want to go back home,
It's been quite sometime since I have been out.
But without the clear picture in my mind,
It will just be another step taken as a scout.
At the back of my mind, I always wanted to do an MBA,
But why and what for I simply don't know.
I am sitting in the office googling around,
To find something that as the reason I could show.
I don't know if this will help,
I don't know how many people know their reason.
But to me searching my reason on google,
Looks to be trying hands on some self-treason!
Another option is to stay here and travel to onsite,
That is for what everyone around me rages.
Reason is money, that's what everything in life we do for,
My personal reason for an MBA precisely is the huge packages.
But I can go to onsite anytime after MBA or in another job,
That will always be a part of life.
So is it wise to let my career take this option,
Right now, I am just standing on the edge of a knife!!!
All in all, I dont know where I am heading,
Job change or MBA or sticking here and asking onsite.
I am too caught up in all these thoughts,
And in this dark world, nowhere do I see any light.
At times, I feel lucky to have so many options,
At others, it feels that I am just getting grinded in the grind,
I always keep on questioning myself,
What do I want from this point on???
And the answer, I am just not able to find...
2 comments:
Nikku, just sit down for a while and re visit these options..
you have got the answers within you..take a paper and a pen..write down all the pros and cons of each option...think think and think...once twice thrice...all by yourself..you will find what your heart says..and trust me the inner voice is always right :-)... otherwise ek baar mere saath baith jana we will discuss the way out .....but look at the positive side ..as you have written here..that you ahve got too many options to choose from...there are ppl who dont have any options :-)...soo dude...just try n relaxxxx for some time and then take a call...i am here to help ya any time...you also know that
Thanks for the help offered dear... but at least leave your name in the message :-)
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