No reason, No rhyme!!!

Life has become pretty monotonous,
Had known this for quite sometime...
But realised it yet again today,
In my life... there's no reason no rhyme!

Today was another of those generally low days,
I was talking to a dear friend.
And was given a very routine suggestion,
"Do something you like to do" was what was said.
This made me think as to what I really like???
And I could find no answer to this simple-looking query...
Is there really nothing I like doing anymore??
If no, it really is something about which I should worry!!

My days are just a routine these days,
The one word summarizing it all is... NOTHING!
Spend 8-9 hours in the office... do nothing,
Go home, watch TV... and do nothing.
Drink with a couple of friends in the night,
Then go to sleep without doing anything.
Same story repeats day after day after day,
Some day for good, I wish my life does swing...

But then swings do not happen on their own,
And something about it should very soon be done.
"God helps those who help themselves" is what they say,
So to make that change, I myself will have to be the one...
But what to do about it is the big question,
As of now, I do not have the slightest of a clue.
Change is probably what I need right now,
Sooner than later, to some things I need to bid adieu...

There's a difference in living and surviving,
By just surviving, I feel like I am commiting a crime.
I have to live and soon I shall be doing that,
But as of now...
In my life... there's no reason no rhyme!!!