A couple of things that she said will stay etched in my mind:
"You tried to control my life"
I agree that I did get over-possessive.. or may be even obsessed with her... but that was because I just luv her a little too much. And you don't just say this when you end the relationship right?? She never told me she felt that way... she always said that she is trying to change herself for me and that she is doing it out of her own will... she said she luved me too much to see me getting hurt because of her... And I believed it... and hence this came as a shock... a crude shock...
"It is "just" a relationship that didn't work"
And I thought it was more than that... for me, it was... for me, it will always be... for me, it will never be just a relationship that didn't work. She is all I see... I have always believed in one thing.. from a very young age - There's nothing that can't be sorted out between two people... you just need to talk about it and find a common way... you just need to make some adjustments.. there's no relationship in this world that doesn't need compromises...
I have been getting sleepless nights... these two statements she made just keep going on and on in my head... And all this really makes me think of one of the posts that I wrote... "I defeated me"
She sent me a song one day... and now, after all this, I don't think she meant it... I want to send the same back to her today... and trust me, I still mean it... I always will...
Whenever I said I luv you.. I always meant it... I meant it forever... Ladai and all is ok... But from my perspective, I can never part from her... I was ready to accept her with all her shortcomings... she couldn't take one in me...!
"You tried to control my life"
I agree that I did get over-possessive.. or may be even obsessed with her... but that was because I just luv her a little too much. And you don't just say this when you end the relationship right?? She never told me she felt that way... she always said that she is trying to change herself for me and that she is doing it out of her own will... she said she luved me too much to see me getting hurt because of her... And I believed it... and hence this came as a shock... a crude shock...
"It is "just" a relationship that didn't work"
And I thought it was more than that... for me, it was... for me, it will always be... for me, it will never be just a relationship that didn't work. She is all I see... I have always believed in one thing.. from a very young age - There's nothing that can't be sorted out between two people... you just need to talk about it and find a common way... you just need to make some adjustments.. there's no relationship in this world that doesn't need compromises...
I have been getting sleepless nights... these two statements she made just keep going on and on in my head... And all this really makes me think of one of the posts that I wrote... "I defeated me"
She sent me a song one day... and now, after all this, I don't think she meant it... I want to send the same back to her today... and trust me, I still mean it... I always will...
Whenever I said I luv you.. I always meant it... I meant it forever... Ladai and all is ok... But from my perspective, I can never part from her... I was ready to accept her with all her shortcomings... she couldn't take one in me...!
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