Don't know what to do...

Yet again I am down in the dumps,
Yet again I am wondering what to do.
Yet again I am getting no solution,
Yet again I think that I should just go...

Things are just getting too much for me,
And I just dont know how to handle.
To me every passing day just seems like,
Another nail pushed deep into my cradle.
How I wish I could work my way out,
How I wish I could learn to live life.
At the moment I am just surviving,
How I wish I could just dance the jive!!!

But this just seems to be a dream,
And dreams don't really come true...
I know that I will keep on suffering,
It is not easy to come out of the blue.
I need to come out of this soon,
Before the day I decide to just run away.
And that day doesnt seem too far off,
Someday soon is going to be that today...

As of today I know only one thing,
That there doesn't seem to be a tomorrow.
And in this cold heartless today,
I am just lost and I don't know what to do...
I simply don't know what to do!!!