You always go alone!!!

Another negative post is what is up,
I dont want to write this for sure.
Am not able to help myself though,
The future seems to be just too obscure.

I keep thinking what I should do,
I keep thinking what is right and what is wrong.
But again I find nothing as the answer,
And life is still the same old awful song.
Probably I need to change the lyricist,
Coz the lyrics seem to be just too odd.
But this change is next to impossible,
Coz the lyricist is who people call GOD.

I need to find a solution to this crap,
And I better do this soon...
I know that the longer I will be like this,
More diffcult it will be to prune.
But finding a way out is not all that easy,
Specially when you are down and out.
And in the hope that somebody listens,
All you can do alone, is just shout...

I hope somebody listens to my painful cries,
I hope somebody comes on to be my side.
But as they say "You always go alone",
As a man, accept pain as your only bride...
Wanting a companion to share this pain,
Is this really asking too much???
Well I guess it probably is,
Otherwise, HE doesnt let you down as such.

Now I know that I need to understand,
That in the end, you have to fight alone.
At the moment me and my destiny,
Are together playing a game of the dog and the bone!!
Sometimes I am able to win and be happy,
But most of the times its the other way around.
And in this process of winning and losing,
I always end up getting another hurting wound...

I hope I am able to put an end to this soon,
And I have to do it on my own...
I just need to digest this plain and simple fact,
In the end... you always go alone... you always go alone!!!