The Angel...

At times in your lifes, such things happen which force you to think. Things which force you to think that God does indeed create angels on this earth. Things which force you to think that God does indeed create a special angel for you on this earth. By this I don't mean to say that this special angel of yours will be with you all your life or this special angel will be your life partner. But just that you should know that God created that angel for you... maybe for a limited period of your life.

I have indeed found such an angel. I see my dreams in her eyes. She helps me dream things which I always feared to dream. She simply says "Don't worry... I am there" and I feel that I can even reach out for the stars.

We fight a lot with each other. There are things in her that I don't like and there are things in me which she detests. Today she said something to me... "I feel that we are trying to find out the perfect partners for us in each other. And in this process we are just hurting each other. So let's just accept each other as we are and if it has to happen, it will. Let's not fight anymore." These words got imprinted in my mind. Though I don't agree completely with the "accept as we are" part. Coz I personally believe that any relationship is based on some compromises from both the involved parties. But yes, she does hold a point there. She does hold a point when she says that we should not try to find the perfect partners. Angel, I promise that I take that point. And I promise that in some post of mine, I will start this para with "We USED to fight a lot". :-)

The reason that I am writing all this here is that I think I can convey something by this post. And what I want to convey to you is: "Don't spoil a beautiful relation in your life just because you want that relation to be something else". May be, it is supposed to be the way it is and not the way you want it to be. Life is too short, just enjoy every moment you spend with your angel. Might sound too philosophical. Yes, as a human you are bound to have some expectations. But just that keep them to the minimum. And trust me, the day both of you start feeling the same for each other... none of you will want the expectations to be minimum. Because it indeed feels good if the other person expects something from you. At times, it makes you feel special... after all you don't expect things just from anyone right?

At the end of this post... I would just show a little disbelief myself on the starting of my post. Though I say that it may be for a limited period of time... but hey angel, I want you to stay...