Feeling of the day...

Lonely is the feeling of the day
I want to come out of these shades of gray
To feel being loved is what I want
But that's a wish not so easy to grant

I feel crazy and I feel low
Birthday is just another day I used to say
But was never so alone on this day
And loneliness is too heavy to weigh

I kept on waiting and watching
Hoping for some miracle to occur
That makes me feel special on my day
But realized my vision was just so blur

Now this day is getting over
Tomorrow will be the same once again
But I will never forget this day
For it is not easy to forget so much pain...